I Studied Videos Today

I have been trying to get good at writing. While I love to read, it’s difficult for me to compare three books in a short time period. The movies I watched today have a similar trend: Young adults who find some way to the devil’s door. It seems like a good idea to the mentally

Trying New Tactics

I’ve been trying to reach and accomplish goals lately. For example, since I started using a highlighter in my textbook, I don’t struggle with understanding the whole work. I used to write half the book down in notes because my English teacher would ask bizarre questions. I feel like I’m absorbing more than I was

I’ve Been Dead Lately

I can’t seem to motivate myself to do anything productive. Not doing anything drains me as a person. My brain has felt hollow lately as well. I need to write. In positive news, I had the best Thanksgiving of my life. Everyone was understanding, no shunning of life choices, no fighting. My grandma gave me

Alpha Stim and More Personal Information about the tests I had to take…

I wonder what would happen if doctors found out what they do to us, hence, staring off into nowhere without blinking. Yes, I tried to kill myself but so did a lot of others who hit my brain around the same time and then later. I enjoy not being able to say anything, but this

Well, At Least My Cat Is Not Racist

We have a fill in at the facility today. His name is Chuck, and he is awesome, alive, and thrilled to be doing various activities. He said that sometimes he has to drive 100 miles to fill in for others. It’s sad that so few people want to work in places such as this. Our

Funny Conversation With the Guy at the Gas Station

So I decided to buy a lottery ticket. This is how it went: Me: I would like to buy a lottery ticket. Guy: You know someone won already. Me: What? So I shouldn’t buy a ticket. I’m confused. Guy: Well, it’s only 20 million. Me: Okay. Guy: I mean, 20 million is enough. Me: Thanks.

People Like Blue Stahli

He is a fringe artist who uses a computer to make music. He enjoys trying to be funny, mocking threats, and being overall bizarre. He wants to make us react just like I stupidly did when I became angry and ended up like ‘this.’ Anger made me feel powerful when I’ve been helpless my whole

Why Nothing Changes

People like Marilyn Manson want to add more fear and systematic blame of the individual. We have “Hell” around us if we do something they don’t like. They kill us by the thousands each night but never change the system. It was the same with “Occupy Wal-Street” and “Black Lives Matter.” An event happens and

Stupid Laws

I caught an elderly woman who is about 350+ pounds this morning. I was behind her, and she began to lose her balance. I stood there and stabilized her, grabbed her under her arms. She is one of the sweetest people here but is very fat. The thing that in these places you aren’t allowed

“The Classic Rock Cafe” and My Father

Today, I ventured into a small place called, “The Classic Rock Cafe.” Over the speakers, they played music from the late 60s and early and late 70s. While not important to this brief blog, I ordered a hummus shared plate for eight dollars, and I must say that I was royally ripped off. Anyway, the